The Big Day!

To my sweet Bean,

I have been waiting to meet you for 9 long months but sometimes it feels like I have been waiting my whole life. As soon as I knew that you were nestled safe inside me, I knew I needed you in my life. You have already brought so much immeasurable happiness, joy, and kindness into my world. And now the next time I cross this threshold, into our home, it will be with you in my arms with a lifetime in front of us.

I can't promise you that I will be a good mom. I can't promise that I will be able make everything better. I hope that I can keep you safe, secure, and happy for your whole life. I might not be your favorite parent and we will have our disagreements but always know that I am doing the best that I can. Because I would never put you or your needs second. I am learning just like you, so be patient with me. What I can promise is that I will always be there for you. I will wipe your tears, stand up for you in any fight, sew on patches to all you tear, and catch you when you fall. I will always been your number one fan and will love you unconditionally no matter what you do or who you are. Simply because you are the joy in my heart. Out of all the other miracles in this world, you are the one that is mine.

This is your beginning. Sure, Terry and I will play our parts but this is your story. I hope that I can make it easier for you. That I can aid you in your journey through this troubled world. Today is the day I have been waiting for. The day my miracle arrives.

I love you everyday.
Your Momma