Having a home is a never ending battle of Home Depot runs on Saturdays.
The older I get the more secure of myself I am.I will never get this parenting thing down. Just when I think I have it right, Wyatt changes and grows.
Kindergarten is nothing like I remembered it to be.
Its true. When you know, you just know. Without any force or effort. Its just there.
The best Aunt fight of 2013 was inconclusive. Let's see how they do in 2014.
I will forever burn popcorn. Its just a thing.
I still go to therapy but friend therapy seems to be just as needed and just as good.
I still think of Faetra all the time. I hope I always do. I have adopted a 'What Would Faetra Do?' mentality to force me to think like her just a little more. Make me live a little more fearlessly.
Watching any 5 year old play any sport is endlessly amusing.
I'll admit it, I kinda like the Legos. Its like a jigsaw puzzle for me. I like when things fit nicely together.
Creating new traditions for my little family has been the most surprising joy of parenting.
Sonos and Songza changed my life.
Turns out I am a kid person.
I might make fun of her mercilessly but I am endlessly proud of my mom. I honestly can attribute most of what I know to her.
I love my home but it feels empty without Wyatt in it. Its like I'm lost. Goes to show how much a part of me he is.
Finding the right person and being with the right person is the answer to most things.
My home still smells like my Nana from time to time. I don't know why and its usually after we haven't been home in a while. It is oddly comforting and a gentle reminder to appreciate the history in these walls.
I always try to make my time away from Wyatt productive but there is something utterly glorifying about being able to sleep late.
I am becoming more and more like my parents. Demanding everyone come to Christmas Eve mass was like having my Dad take over my voice for a few minutes.
Cards Against Humanity can make me laugh until I cry.
I am addicted to live music. Any time, any where.
To date Wyatt has traveled with me to: Vermont, Massachusetts, Connecticut, Maryland, North Carolina, California, Colorado, New Hampshire, New Jersey, Pennsylvania, Florida, all over New York, and most recently Texas. Kid is well traveled already. Maybe out of the country next?
I enjoy spending time with my family. Ain't no shame in that.
Sometimes all the heartache makes sense. Its all just preparation for the real deal.
The Audi. My God, the Audi. So outlandish. So amazing. 6 months later and I'm still waiting for the buyers remorse to kick in.
Spying on Wyatt in Ski School was beyond worth looking creepy for.
Unsuccessfully spying on Wyatt on his first day of kindergarten was definitely creepy.
I always knew the homeownership was hard but I don't think I was physically prepared for the seasonally drudgery.
I have much more love in my heart then I could have ever dreamed of.
I learned that the top 3 things that I am most grateful for this year: was meeting John, our new home, and Wyatt and our ever-suportive, loving family. Makes you realize whats really important.
The Star Wars obsession is getting a little out of control. I mean really.
Sometimes the best things happen when you're not looking.
When it comes to my son, I am fiercely loyal, beyond proud, and so filled with love. He continues to be the best part of me and the most amazing source of joy and pride.
Despite its slightly rough beginning, 2013 turned out to be one for the record books. I can't wait to see what 2014 holds for us.